Someone send out an S.O.S
It has been awhile since I have taken the time to actually write out the 'shitastrophy' of thoughts swirling around inside of my mind. Mostly because I lost interest in the one thing i really loved. Sharing. Even if no one ever read any of this or even knew it existed, i still enjoyed writing and designing. Shit, I could blame it on fucking 2021 and call it a day. Fuck that. Fuck 2021. We all had a not so great 2021 - to the point it has almost become a felony to even say it. Seriously. However, they all say that everything happens for a reason and we learn from it or grow. At least that's what I have heard.
So was 2021 teaching us all a lesson?
And if so. WHAT?
I previously wrote, in one of my blogs, at the end of 2019 - that we all needed to purge things that were no longer serving us and if not then there would be serious consequences. Apparently those consequences were toilet paper shortages, greed, hornet wasps, riots and corruption. No but seriously, I lost it all from my relationship to my job and my home. I am still struggling to keep my head above water. That is the honest truth as to why I have not wrote a damn' thing. I lost interest in it all. I could not tell you the last time I genuinely smiled or laughed. It has been over a year since my life went to shit and I am no better than I was then. Go Figure.......